Tuesday, February 5, 2008

My favourite song at the moment....

Bila Nak Saksi - SPIDER

Wajah mu kerap ku mimpi
Wajah mu sering ku puja
Buatku terasa sepi
Kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Cintamu kerap ku mimpi
Cintamu sering ku damba
Buatku terasa sedih
kala ku bukakan mata

Kau masih belum pun ku dakap
Rinduku masih kau tak singkap

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan
Kau dapat bersama

Nyatakan cinta yang terpendam
Membina istana tersergam

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai

Kau masih belum pun ku punya
Rinduku masih kau tak peka

Bila nak saksi
Kau datang terkulai
Bila nak saksi
Kau datang membelai
Bila nak saksi
Cintaku sampai
Bila nak saksi
Cintamu kugapai

Dirimu kerap ku mimpi
Dirimu sering ku khayal
Aku angan-angankan

Saturday, February 2, 2008

How time flies...



Gosh...

January came and left very very swiftly.. It seems just yesterday I was stucked in a traffic jam on New Year's Eve with Zaini and her son on the way to fetch Adik from work. We just passed TGIF when the fireworks started and everybody just conviniently stopped their cars in the middle of the roads and walk out without a care in the world. Anyways, I am a 5 year old kid everytime I see fireworks in action... haha... I get so so excited...

Anyways, January's been fun.. I had a group get together at home. My closest friend and I got to meet up with Farha whom we have not seen for ages!! Since I was 17, if I must say. It was just so much fun to catch up with each other... Thank God for the opportunity for us to meet her again.. A grand 35th birthday plan was also conceived during this meet.. Gosh - we'll all be 35 this year!! Of course Nur will have the honor to be there first and me last.. haha...

After the meet, we uploaded some photos on to Facebook.. Mimi however added something special. She found a box of our old photos and uploaded them as well... I was just 13 in one of the photos.. haha... anyways, what shocked me most was a photo where Shahrul was in it.. I have not seen him for ages - to the point that I do not remember how he looks like! So you can imagine how my heart 'skipped a beat' when I saw the photo... There's the guy who broke my heart into a million pieces and I haven't be able to collect the pieces back and put them in place till now.. sigh... but whatever it is, I wish him all the happiness in the world and pray that he's in a good place in life right now...

My colleagues went and came back from US.. it was like xmas day when each of them gave me a present from the State. I m know a very proud owner of a Coach bag!! So its a small sling bag - so what?? It is still COACH!! hahaha....

Got a few new books this month - got a pair of new shoes too - got a couple of blouses - got to meet a few friends for drinks - so its been quite a month..

A friend said I've been acting weird... hmm.... I wonder what makes him said that.. but i guess everyone is entitled to their opinion..

A friend also said I have to stop being a mother to my sisters... hmm.. I wonder if that will take off this weight on my shoulders..

A cousin when on and on about my lack passion for cooking... hmm... I wonder if that make me a lesser person that she is..

God willing... I am letting go and moving on....